Wooo so my first day of work was really awesome. My boss I missed by literally less than a day. He went on vacation the day before I started, and won't be back for a week and a half. And the lady who's supposed to "orient" me was in the NYC offices that day so I didn't see her either. But then half the LAN group walked in and saw me and were like "What are you doing waiting here! Come on in!" lol they're a great bunch of guys and it feels like I never left. I have the same cube, the same PC, and I jumped right back into the swing of things since I've done this for almost a year straight already :P

Getting close to the party day! Wooooooo! It will be good to have all the family in one place. Gotta talk to my cousin about my job prospects here. They've been hinting lately that if I come on full-time AIG will FOOT my grad school bill. I'm walkin' on sunshine, and damnnnnnnnn it's startin' to feel good! Other good things are happening too lately, so I hope they continue.

The only bad thing is that a relative who lives in New Orleans is about to pass away after battling cancer for 10 years. After 5 chemo-therapys too :( Cousin Freddie Palumbo is the the last Palumbo on my father's side. So basically this means that my brother Frederic and I are the last Palumbo's who will carry on the family name...No pressure or anything lol. It's kind of sad though because that man is a great person, and my parents saw him not more than a few months ago at a family wedding in Las Vegas. I guess it's just kinda sad because we've lost so many members of our family and that will never stop. But live for the moment is definitely the thought of the week.

Whew. Ok well I know I haven't updated in awhile. I've been mad busy lately. So today I start my first day of work, which means I will probably update more like I used to the past 2 summers.

As for current goings on...I've just been doing a lot of arranging at home. I moved from my small room that I've lived in since I was 2, into my brother's old room which gives me a little more room. It's a good move, just a little warm yet in that room >:L Went to a few graduation parties the past 2 weeks including Amy & Rebecca's, Terri's, and Kelly's. My party is this Sunday...so if you're reading this and are anywhere near or want to come and you haven't already been invited just drop me an IM or call :) It's Sunday, the 27th of June at my house in Bridgewater-5pm. Should be a rockin' good time.

Back to the grind, and here's a little ditty that I love about work, from one of the best movies ever.

Some people say a man is made out of mud
Well a poor man's made outta muscle and blood
Muscle and blood and skin and bone
and a mind that's weak but a back that's strong.

And he was born one morning when the sun didn't shine
He picked up his shovel and he went to the mines
He loaded 16 tons of that number 9 coal
Till the Straw boss said Well-uh b-less my soul!

You load 16 tons and whaddaya get
another day older and deeper in debt
Saint Peter don'tcha call me 'Cause-I can't go
I owe my soul to the Company Store

So if you see him coming
you better step aside
A lot of men didn't
and a lot of men died.
He's got one fist of iron,
and the other of steel
And if the right one doesn't get you
Then the left one will.

You load 16 tons and whaddaya get
another day older and deeper in debt
Saint Peter don'tcha call me 'Cause-I can't go
I owe my soul to the Company Store

-16 Tons from Joe vs. the Volcano

This Weeks Pete Theme Song: The Seatbelts - Is It Real

Figurines that fall like leaves then disappear, keep calling
Is it real? Is it real?
Dark machines that wheeze and breathe then mock the air,appalling
What is real? What is real?
This world can really be too much
I can't take another day
I guess that I've had enough
My minds slipping faraway
I'm falling in and out of touch
Could someone please explain?

Set my mind to open sky, but couldn't fly, so sadly
What am I? What am I?
Sullen eyes shed teardrop lies then criticize, now laughing
What is real? What is real?
It's really all become too much
I'm not sure what I should feel
I guess I've finally had enough
I don't know if this is real
I'm crashing in and out of touch
Can anyone explain?

::sigh::

So another week begins. Haven't updated in a bit so here's a mini update. Started playing a little golf with Jesse and Amar. Pitch 'n Putt to start. That's 9 holes that consist of basically 1/2 a real hole each. You only use putters and wedges and you don't really do any driving. Good fun, and a great way to spend time with the guys. Going to see No Doubt and Blink 182 at the PNC Arts Center on Thursday. Psyched for that, but sad I won't be around for the first big Thursday night "outing" with everyone else.

Things are just so weird lately and there's so much on my mind. Each day does not have enough hours in it to do what I want, and there's so much I really feel in my heart I need to do. My heart is weary lately, but things will look better in the morning. This weekend starts the slew of graduation parties. Hope I make it through all of them...

These never get old :) Here's some top picks...

DUDE!

Battle Without Honor

Vroooom.

Me and Me

I can't believe someone made this one...I used to LOVE this game

Gangsta Muppet

No words can describe the art!

This is what Bill Cosby sounds to me...

POTATOES! Boil em Mash em Stick em in a stew

I laughed out loud at this one...and then shed a tear....

ringringringringringringringring Bananaphone!

Dude Bill Nye got his ass kicked by Mr. Wizard though

Leave this on a coworkers computer...if they know nothing about them they'll freak lol

Dear god a sequel could be amazing

They were put there by a man!

Poor System of a Down

I miss Chris Farley

Damn is this show still on reruns?

Ok that's more than enough lol

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd." -Alexander Pope

Some Fun Stuff to play with :D

Twenty Eight Days, Six Hours, Forty Two Minutes, Twelve Seconds...
That is when the world will end.

Well Maymester is just about done. I've got one more day of class, tommorrow Friday...and it's an easier day too. I've just got to write a Sociology paper tonight, and then take a 10 question MC quiz tommorrow in class, and that is IT. The Writing 307 class was cancelled for tommorrow night, so I may end up packing and getting my ass out of here tommorrow afternoon! WOOHOOOOOO. Can't wait to get home. Jersey I want you so bad I CAN TASTE IT :P

So I'm all moved out of the Red House...and I've been out for a day now. It was saddening walking through the house for the last times, trying to scavenge whatever I could so that it wouldn't fall into Roy or TKE's hands. Stop signs, the annual house photos dating back to the early 90s... As much as I wanted to get out of the house and not be around certain people anymore, I will miss it. It really was a great place to live for 2 years.

So I'm at my friend Zach's old room, at 815 Sumner Ave. 2 blocks from campus, there will now be a slightly longer walk to class. It's very nice of his roomates to let me crash here rent-free for the week. I happen to share one of my Maymester classes with one of my housemates for the week. Speaking of which, the week should be utter hell...the Sociology class continues, but now the Writing 307 course meets for this week as well. 5 days...then I can get the hell out of Syracuse and be home finally. The work won't end then, but maybe some of the stress will. Friday can't come soon enough...::sigh::

She never really had a chance
On that fateful moonlit night
Sacrificed without a fight
A victim of her circumstance

Now that I’ve become aware
And I’ve exposed this tragedy
A sadness grows inside of me
It all seems so unfair

I’m learning all about my life
By looking through her eyes

Just beyond the churchyard gates
Where the grass is overgrown
I saw the writing on her stone
I felt like I would suffocate

"In loving memory of our child
So innocent, eyes open wide"
I felt so empty as I cried
Like part of me had died

I’m learning all about my life
By looking through her eyes

And as her image
Wandered through my head
I wept just like a baby
As I lay awake in bed

And I know what it’s like
To lose someone you love
And this felt...just the same

She wasn’t given any choice
Desperation stole her voice
I’ve been given so much more in life
I’ve got a son, I’ve got a wife

I had to suffer one last time
To grieve for her and say goodbye
Relive the anguish of my past
To find out who I was at last

The door has opened wide
I’m turning with the tide
Looking through her eyes

A good deal of people have been asking me about my graduation experience, the speaker, what I did, and how it went....so here's a little more in-depth on how the whole weekend went.

Friday the 7th we had our graduation practice at 9 in the morning. The person who thought this was a good idea the night after the Senior Celebration must also have been the same person to make the "free" drinks at said celebreation cost $5. So we go through the hour-long exercise and then Kathy, Becky and I head off to IHOP for some well deserved breakfast. I get home and start packing some more, and my 'rents are already halfway to 'Cuse. The family got in around 4:30 and we hung out at the house for awhile, then went to dinner at Delmonico's, my favorite steakhouse up here, and also home to the best steak I've ever had in my life. For $12 you get their 18 oz. "Delmonico" steak which is second to none. After that I hit up the bars with some friends and went home to get a decent amount of rest before the big day.

Saturday the 8th was my "home college" commencement. So bright and early at 8am I had to be in front of the Hall of Languages to get my picture taken with all the other grads, PhD students and Masters. Then I headed into Schine (our student center which we landed for our commencement...pretty lucky!), for the convocation. That all went well, expect for the dean of my school gave a very inappropriate speech. Very political and it really had no purpose at the IST convocation. Then that night was the Eve of Commencement Dinner in the Carrier Dome. That was all well and good too. Next day the 9th was the actual graduation and here's the speech given by Phylicia Rashad, aka the mom from The Cosby Show, Mrs. Huxtable.

Thank you.

Congratulations and happy Mother’s Day.

Time is precious and short so I'll get right to the point. You asked me to come, so I'm here. And I asked myself, "What could I say to this august body that’s meaningful, and personal and true?” I want to offer this suggestion to you: The best way to live in this world is with a mother’s heart. Yes.

A mother’s heart is brave. A mother’s heart is keenly intelligent. A mother’s heart is resourceful and quick and skilled in action. A mother’s heart is flexible. A mother’s heart is sustained and empowered by the purity of its intention—its soul intention—to see the family through. Yes. And to encourage each member of the family with its diverse, individual personalities. To embrace the family as a whole with love and respect. Unyielding in this effort, the mother’s heart sacrifices its own pleasure for the well-being of the family.

My great wish for all of you is that you would understand that this takes great effort and sustained and renewed commitment, that you would each come to regard this world and all of its inhabitants as your family and that you would embrace it with a mother’s heart.

May all of your days be filled with brilliant sunrises and magnificent sunsets, and may you take the time to regard them. And just like the mother’s heart, may you live in constant remembrance and gratitude for the one who created you. And may good fortune always attend you in all of your endeavors—and tonight may you throw down and celebrate, celebrate, celebrate!

The world that you want to live in needs you to create it. The world that you want to live in needs you to create it. So live in it, and create it with a mother’s heart.

Congratulations.

A much better speech than I anticipated, and honestly from what I know, than others anticipated as well. So the whole graduation thing happened, and I did all the pictures, and said goodbye to a lot of friends. Went out to the bars again that night. And then I got up the next day, and went to class. Yeah doesn't that suck! Graduation was made anticlimactic due to that fact that I've still got these two classes to finish. But that's it...after the 21st of May I'm free to return home, and even though the Writing 307 course is continued online till August 13, I can get the hell out of here.

I really want to, too. I'm tired of Syracuse. It's gotten gorgeous in the week after graduation, proving all the myths that it really warms up after all the students go home. It's been way too hot, and I've had too much to worry about with the whole landlord-court case deal. That went sour as you might have read in the previous post. So as of tommorrow I'm crashing at a friends apartment for the next week. It's a pain in the ass to move, but at this point I'm doing what I've got to do. There's so much on my mind lately, and I really just want to be home in NJ. I actually find myself longing for the streets of suburbia, the Meadowlands, the ten thousand malls and diners, and even the jughandles. Not to mention our drivers are a tad bit safer than those up here. And from what I hear gas prices aren't AS ridiculous as in Syracuse. I miss my friends, and I'm really beyond ready to start my life. A lot troubles the mind and the heart lately, but maybe I just need a change of scenery.

16 straight years of school, with more on the way because I've definitely decided to go for my Masters. That's what this has all led upto, and now it's time for me to make things happen. I think I've made a good start so far. This is only the beginning.

Well things have been nuts lately.

I graduated last weekend, and the whole family was up. It didn't feel like graduation and part of that was because the very next morning I had to go to class. I've got 2 classes to finish, one from the 10-21st, and the other from the 17th-August 13 (yeah doesn't THAT suck.

On top of everything else we got a court summons from our landlord on Monday after I sent him a certified letter informing him that myself and a few housemates were staying at the Red House until the 30th of May. He didn't take too well to that. We got ourselves a lawyer and had the hearing this morning. Things did not fare as well as they could have. Great lawyer we had, but the judge was biased, and probably knew Roy from the past. They seemed like they were in bed together. Basically one housemate totally fucked us over by continuing to be destructive the past week and a half. He set fire to a cardboard box in the parking lot which our landlord saw, took pictures of, and used to frame the rest of us. So as of tommorrow, when the eviction stamp will most likely be posted on our front door, we'll have 72 ours to vacate the premises.

Thank God I've got some friends up here who are going to let me crash at their apartment until the 21st when my last day of having to BE here in a class is over. Then I'm heading my ass home. So needless to say I'm not in a great mood lately, and the heat wave this week isn't making things much better. But hopefully things will turn up. I'm looking forward to seeing some friends when I get home, and some other people who I think about daily especially.

New comment system up btw! This one should work amazingly....

Theme Song of the Week: Pearl Jam - Elderly Woman Behind The Counter In A Small Town

Well it's been a crazy weekend. Out Friday night to Chuck's with the housemates and some friends. Then off to Theta Chi, cuz Asa's frat was having a big party that night. Interesting night :) Saturday was our day-long barbeque which went awesome. We hung out all day, and the weather was gorgeous. It did rain later that night, but our Red House Prom was inside and that went awesome as well. Jay and I wore matching attire we got at the Salvation Army that day. We looked pretty awesome, but I still say I look and felt like a movie theater employee :) Now the final week is commencing until graduation. After tonight, 4 more days. So much to do. I've found out last Friday that I only need the two MayMester classes to complete and I will be a college graduate. I'm planning on staying here at the Red House through that, and Roy can go to hell. He can go ahead and start eviction proceedings if he'd like. I won't be here by the time they ever hit court.

So a huge virus hit this weekend, Sasser.a and Sasser.b. The bane of my existence at work today. I spent 8 hours fixing the havoc it wreaked and I'll spend more tommorrow no doubt. This could put a crimp in the work I've been putting in at "work" for my 575 final. Still have to rent my cap and gown, and I've got to get the payment for my Maymester classes in order. Gotta put in a call about my internship too. It's 99% finalized but I gotta get off my ass and finish that 1%. Once again Syracuse is cold, from 85 to 40 in a matter of hours last night. Oh well...it's going to be a bitch as long as it can to the class of 2004. Time to go get some work done. Too much on my mind lately, and too much I don't need to worry about.

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live it, love it, bleed its

Right on Jesse. Right on.

I've been working on adding comments to my blog since I have taken a semester of HTMl and XHTML. You'd think I could just use LiveJournal like I used to and have it all done for me. But that would just be toooooooo easy. So bear with me if there's a few comment changes until I find one that's suitable.

Zach's Message To The Red House

So things have been super busy. After multiple more visits with the Syracuse legal tenant advocate, we have a strong case against Roy. At the very least we will discredit him publicly in the BIG newspapers. The Post Standard, NOT the dinky DO. We will keep TKE from moving in June 1. And if the members fight this, the Red House will still stand and exist next fall. Here's a little quote from the Sopranos that I think very well classifies my attitude towards oppression.

"We're talkin' about history here, A.J. Your family's history. Newark's history."

"Well, who gives a shit about Newark?"

"I'm making a point. This neighborhood used to be beautiful. 100% Italian.The 1920s, most of them right off the boat. Most Italians couldn't even find a church that wanted 'em. So what did they do, did they cry? Did they go to the government with their hand out? No. They took care of their own problems. They said you don't want us in your church? Fine, we'll build our own, a better one. I mean, look around, look at all these buildings around here. Most of them are falling down into the ground. But that church is still standing. You know why?"

"The bricks?"

"'Cause our people give a shit, that's why."

The Red House will not fall because I didn't lift a finger. Roy Pinsky Palumbo is a name you will not soon forget.

It was a great day. Woke up and had brunch at Cosmo's. Went over Zach's to watch Kill Bill with some good surround sound (finally). Hit up the SU 2004 Block Party with Wyclef Jean, which was awesome. That's where the day ended being good. I actually can't believe that I've come to feel this way, but I am ready to leave SU. I've been ready to leave SU for some time, but in a different sense. This is more directed towards just not wanting to be around certain people anymore. I miss my friends from home. True friends who have known me for years, and probably know me better than anyone else. They are people, who if not 100%, I can be sure I can count on them 90% of the time. I'm beyond ready to get home and to continue the plans I laid in stone months ago.

I hope this week goes quick and all I need to do gets done.
Home, family and friends cannot come quick enough.

Sometimes the world looks seems perfect
Nothing to rearrange
Sometimes you just get a feeling
like you need some kind of change
No matter what the odds are this time
Nothing's gonna stand in my way
This flame in my heart and a long lost friend
Gives every dark street a light at the end
Standing tall on the wings of my dream
Rise and fall on the wings of my dream
Rain and thunder, wind and haze
are bound for better days
It's my life and my dream
And nothing's gonna stop me now

So a lot of people have been very concerned about me and now that I have a spare moment I'll try to fill you in a little bit. If you've read my last post, you know that there's been an issue with the Red House, where I live at. It's not a fraternity or sorority, or really anything of the sort. It's always just been this house on campus where people from all walks of life have banded together over the years to live. It's a 4 story house, situated between two sororities, and it's actually on the street called "Frat Row." That's where the irony ends. I've lived there the past 2 years, and looking back I would not have lived ANYWHERE else on campus. Not off-campus, not in a dorm, not on South. Hell I wouldn't even live at the Sheraton penthouse if I could have. I love that house to death for everything it stands for.

So Wednesday night we find out our landord, the royal fuck Roy Pinsky, has gone behind our backs and has leased the house to the frat TKE, who's slogan is aptly "If you can't Go Greek, go TKE!" (Yeah-exactly...) They've been talking shit for years now about how they're going to get a house again etc etc. other fraternities have been after the house but our landlord has turned all their offers down in the past. Now he has gone behind our backs and leased to them, without ever telling us. We find out 3 weeks before we have to be out. 3 weeks is not reasonable notice, ESPECIALLY during FINALS. Pinsky is a shady lawyer, and many of the things he's trying to do are illegal. I know this for legal fact. So the past 3 days I have been meeting with lawyers, legal research teams, tenant advocates and similar resources to try and find out our legal rights. Now yes, I am graduating in May and will not be here come the next lease session. Although I had planned on living part of May at the house while I was here for Maymester. While I'm still mostly unaffected by this, (friends have been amazing in their offers to let me crash at their apartments for the 2-3 weeks of Maymester) I have never been a person to leave my friends hanging high and dry. 6 of the current housemates would have remained through the fall, and there were about 5 other people who were new move-ins. One was my friend Zach, who I feel the worst about. He was going to live in a single apartment next year by himself off campus. I helped partly to convince him to live at the Red House next year, and he was really getting excited to live there. He cancelled his housing, signed a lease, and put his deposit down. And now he's got to find housing. I feel like an absolute asshole, regardless of the fact that it really isn't my fault.

I feel like I've let people down, and I hate that feeling.

Anyways so we find out on Wednesday, and have a house meeting that night to tell everyone. We had the president of TKE over to tell us what the hell was going on, because we were all in the dark about this. Now I'm not mad at TKE, they didn't directly try to steal our house, and they didn't seem to know we weren't in the know. So that night house members painted the front of the house with skull and crossbones. The words NO FUTURE, and other obscenities to Roy. Which was f'ing stupid in my opinion. They started doing shit like that inside too, which is REALLY stupid. We could all be held liable for vandalism, and it's grounds for immediate eviction. Some of my housemates are irresponsible and are just showing that they don't care about the houes at all. Yeah we're gonna lose our house, so let's vandalize it and make a stupid statement. The good thing we did was have a DO reporter come over and make a statement. You can read our official house statement in the link in the former post.

But I know what Roy is doing is illegal on many counts. And I'm willing to fight fort the house, but only if the house is going to fight too. Roy came yesterday to talk to the house members and spouted a lot of BS. I asked him some important Q's and he squirmed like a little maggot. I know he's lying about some things, and I want to fight this. So I'm left with something that doesn't concern me, but I care nontheless. I've bled red the past 2 years, and my roots will always stay red. When I think of SU, I will always think of the Red House first. And I'll be damned if I let Roy swindle it away from my friends without a fight. So I'm going to do what I've always done. The right thing.

Thanks everyone for your continued support, and don't worry about me. Those of you who know me best know I will never give up on my friends, and in the end I'm always just fine.

I can't believe this has happened. After 35 years The Red House is disbanding, but not by choice. Our asshole of a landlord has sold the house out behind our backs to TKE, and as of May 10, the Red House will come to an end. Read the article in the DO today (if you're on campus), or check out our official statement here.

Ok no I haven't died. I've been mad busy. I've got officially 2 days of class left and more crap to take care of than Mr. Septic. Last day of class is Tuesday, and henceforth the majority of my final projects and the like are due on that day. Only one thing is due on May 7, the last day of finals. Ok so maybe I don't have ANY finals this semester, but this still sucks. 2 presentations to do, and one of them is GIGANTOR. Really serious deal in front of a city mayor, town board and stockholders. One of the biggest presentations in my life thus forth, if I don't count the AIG one on Wall St. last summer...

So tons to do, and this weekend is our last Red House party...not to mention the SU Block Party on Sunday. Not to mention ahhhhhhh!
Too much to do. Gotta get back to it.

BTW go see Kill Bill Volume 2. Bad ass.

Well it's Friday yet again. I kicked Thursdays butt and everything went splendidly well. Tonight is the Relay For Life for 24 straight hours.

Grandma Catherine I run for you tonight.

Gonna see Kill Bill Pt. 2 tomorrow if I'm still awake :)

Theme Song For Today: Pearl Jam - Black

Ok so certain people are annoying me again that I haven't been posting.
So here's a short little update.

Went home to NJ over the Easter break. Hung out with friends the majority of the time, and saw my sister and her kids on Saturday. Did the Rutgers bar thing that night, then woke up and drove back to school on Easter. Been working like a madman ever since. Bought Kill Bill yesterday and watched it for the first time. It's cool Pt. 2 is out in like 2 days! Freaks and Geeks box set too. What a great show...

So much going on lately. Someone said 9 days of class left. I better hop to it then and continue working like a crazy person. Too much to do and time is running out!

10-Year Anniversary - Curt Cobain

So it was ten years ago Curt Cobain died. At the time did I really know who he was? The most I knew was that Nirvana was the weird video that always seemed to come on after my favorite one, No Rain by Blind Melon. There was a little Klu Klux Klan girl jumping to reach hearts hanging on a tree. And even then I could see the pain in Curt's eyes. Something in his hazel-flecked eyes spoke of a deep-rooted pain I hadn't quite seen until then. I remember going into school that week and seeing kids walking around dressed in black, or with Nirvana or Cobain t-shirts on. I remember one girl in particular, Jen Renaud. She came into school with her hair draped over her face like a mourning veil. It struck me how affected some people really were by this. At the time I wasn't a Nirvana fan. For the next five years I really wasn't a Nirvana fan. It wasn't until I met Andrew Apostolopolous that I had any interest in Nirvana at all. The only song I really knew up until then was "Lithium," and that was because my brother had played it for me. I never knew until recently that Cobain's body was found the morning of my birthday, April 8. 1994 - 10 years ago. 10 years has gone so fast, yet not so.

Someone make the snow stop...please.

Sometimes it just hurts.
You feel like there's nothing you can do to take the ache in your heart away. And at the end of the day you're alone with your thoughts. If your life seems like a movie sometimes, you'd wish you'd get over the arc already and hit a happy ending, or any kind of ending for that matter. Some nights you wonder how you can go on another day. But then you remind yourself that one day you will say: the sweet is never as sweet without the sour.

I pray on Christmas
Oh, the sick will soon be strong
I pray on Christmas
The Lord will hear my song

I pray on Christmas
That God will lead the way
And I pray, I really pray on Christmas
He'll get me through another day
-Harry Connick Jr.

Well I finally got to see The Ladykillers. Go Tom Hanks GO. It was quite an interesting film, very odd-but I enjoyed it just the same. So a new week is about to begin and hopefully this weekend has prepared me for it. Things only get more difficult from here on in. At least it's a short week because we have off for Good Friday. Wish we had off that Monday too. I've decided to go home for Easter this year, and spend it with my sister's family, and her husband's as well. I just talked to her a few days ago and apparently it's time for one of those big "Uncle" talks.

My nephew sort of idolizes me, which is quite odd because I find I'm catching myself more often around him and trying to set as good an example as I can. Not to seem conceited in any form, but when he starts to name articles of clothing like "Petie-Pants, Petie-Shirts, Petie-Hats, Petie-Glasses..." Ok you get the idea...so I'm not imagining things here. So the situation goes something like this: I've played baseball and football. My nephew has played baseball for a few years and loves it, but he also wanted to play football like me too. A lot of his friends are going out for football now too so he was really excited for it too. He's big for his age, height-wise. He's not a portly kid or anything at all. Nothing of the sort. So weighed in at the doctor recently he was about 87lbs. At the tryout/signup place he weighed in as 94. So they won't let him play in that bracket. He'd have to be bumped to an upper bracket with kids a year to three years older than him in Pee Wee. Now a big thing of him playing in his own age bracket is that a his friend's father is coaching a team, and would have made sure to get him on his team. He would have looked out for him and taught him the ropes. The most appalling thing though was the guy who was at the sign in desk. WHen he met my nephew he shook his hand and said "Well it looks like we're going to have to work off some of those pounds." If I were there I would have beat the hell from that asshole. I've been through sports programs all of my life, and I understand how testosterone-ridden they are. What that man said had no place at all in that situation. This is first year football for children. My nephew rarely gets upset, but he was crying that night I was told. He's very distraught over the whole situation because he feels like he's being penalized for his weight, which in reality is not an issue at all. So my sister has asked me to have a chat with him over break and I've been thinking a lot lately on what to say to him. My sister made the right decision in not letting him play. I don't want him playing and having a bad experience either. At this point it's for fun, not for competition. Men who live vicariously through little 9 year olds are sad human beings who never made it themselves. It's definitely been something that's been taxing on my conscience lately...

Otherwise is was a pretty decent weekend. I wish it'd stop flurrying and we'd get the 60-degree weather back here. Please... I turn 22 this Thursday-April 8. 22... 21 went fast. It was anticlimactic too lol. 22 will just be another year I guess. I guess I'm just more concerned with other peoples' problems lately that I haven't even given much thought to my own birthday.

Time to cook up some dinner, and then I think it's time to spend some time with Forrest Gump.

old, bad eyes, almighty fear
the shepherd won't leave me alone
he's in my face and I
the shepherd of my days
and I want you here by my heart
and my head, I can't start till I'm dead

here I am locking horns with the stallion
failing to hold my head up, I'll go back again
pillar of davidson feeling
too hard to go down
cheaper than all souls he will walk upon
deeper and deeper in love
so I hold my head up
cheaper than all souls he will walk upon
pillar of davidson
feeling too hard to go down

Well the week of hell is over! 4 presentations given. 4 A's. 8 assignments handed in. We'll see... Stuff I've gotten back though has all been ravely reviewed and this semester is turning out very good gradewise.

Heading over to Clinton and Kathy's tonight to watch a good DVD rip of Return Of the King. I'm such a Ringhead, I can't bear to wait until May 25th when it releases on DVD. I can't even wait till this Tuesday when Matrix Revolutions is out. more than anything though RotK will uplift my spirits which need a little jolt after this week. A lot's happened and I'm worried about some of my friends as per usual. 6 more weeks of college AHHH! Things are about to go to lightspeed I know it. Had a Relay For Life meeting the other night. It was my decision that our Hawaiian-themed team will be called "Get Lei'd For Cancer." Oh yes that's right-I went there. Work is slow and dull today, and I think I'm going to go get The Sopranos Season 3, so I can stifle my boredom in the wonderful world of Tony Soprano. I've been missing all the episodes from the 5th season, but whatever I'm sure Evan or Matt have been taping them religiously. By the time I get out of school and are home in June I'm sure the marathon will just be starting. 13 episodes this season I think...so March 4....yeah about the end of May, beginning of June. Good, then I can watch them allllllll at once.

Found out today that Andrew has decided to go on hiatus again after this semester. Honestly I'm glad for him. If he needs to get his life in order, then so be it. I'd rather see him happy than doing what you're "supposed to" and be miserable. Well time to get back to work. Hope this weekend rocks. Oh wait...it's going to because I SAID SO!

I know you heard the people say
that you couldn't make it any way you tried
Maybe we dream the same dream
but have a different kind of laws
That don't mean that we won't get there together

It's alright to feel what you've been feeling
Say what you've been saying
Think what you've been thinking alright
You're just the same old crazy kind of song

Left to right these private eyes
I just refuse to flaunt the old disguise
Ain't it strange sometimes we search to find what matters in our lives
It takes awhile to live a lie, but that doesn't make it
true or false or anything
It's just a line to make you want to do things
So sing a loud
Cause I beleive that you and me we want the same thing deep inside
So I'm just telling everybody

It's alright to feel what you've been feeling
Say what you've been saying
Think what you've been thinking alright
You're just the same old crazy kind of song
Somewhere to the left of nothing alright

Do your feel it say it
Think what youve been thinking alright
You're just the same old crazy kind of song
Some one to the left of some thing weird
You've been waiting for a sign but its been there all the time
Let me taste your soul and lift your eyes
It's alright...it's alright

Gotta feel good
Gotta feel nice
It makes a world of difference when you open up your eyes
But yes I've seen every sight
and theres a million smiling faces saying it's alright
well it's alright

Blessid Union Of Souls - It's Alright

Things are amazing. Life is good. And I can't wait for what tommorrow brings.

You can't take me down because you'll never reach the place I'm at.

To everyone who's having a rough time lately:

When the road gets dark
and you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spike
And have a little faith in me

When the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try baby
And have a little faith in me

When your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darlin'
From a whisper start
To have a little faith in me

And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you will see
I will catch, I will catch your fall baby
Just have a little faith in me

Love you all, and hope you face today with your head raised high.

Had a really disturbing dream this morning, that was all had in the space of 20 minutes, but was one of the most vivid ones I've ever had. I was sitting in our kitchen at home in New Jersey, and all of a sudden I see a helicopter and three men rappeling down to the ground. There is some huge box attached to a cable, and once they hit the ground they keep jumping up trying to help steer it to the ground on the huge cable it's attached to. They finally do, and they remove some vehicle from it, and all jump on board. About this time large trucks, huge tanks that look like ATVs or sandcrawlers start tearing across my backyard. They're taller than 3-4 storied buildings, and plow over the edge of my forest and into it. Suddenly there are vehicles everywhere, soldiers running. What looks like a mobile missile launcher drives by, and I hear gunfire in the distance. Soon rockets are firing in the air, and bullets are flying everywhere, richocheting off of walls. My parents and I run outside into an abandoned truck and begin to drive. Complete and utter pandemonium everywhere. Children are crying for their parents, covered in mud, soot, and ash. Bombs are dropping, and the neighborhood looks nothing like it had minutes earlier. We stop to pick up a young boy and girl, who apparently we know, and continue on. We top the rise of a hill, and all I can see is legions of soldiers marching as rockets fly into the air. The sky is blood red, and the sun is a dull glow in the afternoon sky. That's when I woke up. Quite a dream, and I don't know what to make of it. I don't think until that moment I ever really thought about what it would be like to fight a war on home soil.

Oh well. Time to get back to the massive amounts of work I've got this week. I feel like I want to break something. Bad. Now. :(

Time for a weekend UPDATE!

This was such a LONG LONG week, and now that it's over in retrospect it was pretty awesome. Let's start back to the beginning of the week shall we? So things were going horrible on Monday. We had had numerous party meetings which 2 of the 3 party coordinators habitually missed. We had no definite DJs, no definite band, and no invites. Monday night we get invites, still working on DJs. Another party meeting on Tuesday, not very productive. I step up as a co-party-coordinator and Asa and I had lunch a few times to discuss what needed to be done every day this week. So we get upto Wednesday and we we have a band, but they don't have a PA...or microphones. Next day we've still got no DJs, and no PA. Friday is the same deal and we're freaking out. Now I was going to have 4 friends up this weekend, but one by one they all bailed on me until FRIDAY I get a call from Matt and he says he's on his way up with Alaina. Yay woohoo fun! So after being at work a total of 3 hours out of the 8 I was scheduled, I hit up happy hour down on Marshall St. Good Happy Hour, good times, good friends, and a chance to relax after the hellish week of work, class, projects, presentations, and general stress.

So Zach, Bekkah and I go back to the house to chill, and I get a call from Matt. "Bad news." His transmission blew out 25 miles from 'Cuse. So at 10 o'clock I drive on out to Cortland to pick him and Alaina up. Now Friday was GORGEOUS...the weather has been getting consistently better every day. Well after an awesome Friday it's pouring. So out 30 mins there and back to pick them up, and then back to the house where it's mostly uneventful since there were no parties going on and it was raining llamas and emus outside. Went to bed still wondering if we'd have DJs or a PA or anything else set up for Saturday's party. This had to be the most difficult party I've ever had to coordinate or take part in. Usually our parties work as so: My house has 14-16 people in it every semester, and we all put in $40 for a party collection. We 99% of the time get this money back, and usually everyone is halfway decent in getting their money in. But this time it was like pulling teeth. Two of our house members skipped out this weekend and just up and disappeared which left us initially -$80. Then another housemate couldn't pay her $40. Then another initially only put in $14. Now since we no longer can get kegs in NY state without someone having to register their license along with them and paying a hefty increased deposit, we opted to go the route of cans. We used to get 6 kegs, which the equivalent is about 40 cases. So this party after much toil involving recycling cans, hounding people who hadn't paid, Andrew and I putting in $100 out of our own pockets, and renting a PA we were able to have our 80s/90s Dance Party. It went off well. Slow at first but picked up quick and a sizable crowd showed up in the end. I had a ton of fun so it was worth it, but all day Saturday when I was out since 10am until about 7pm was complete utter hell. We ended up having 3 DJs, renting the PA (which I had to pick up and drop off), getting 40 cases of beer (because of the extra $ Andrew and I doled out), and having a college hip-hop group called Higher Ground play the party. Everyone had fun, and today only helped.

Today was the most beautiful day we've had yet this spring in Syracuse. It was about 70 degrees all day long, and we basically just hung out on our porch all day long. We hit up Cosmo's for breakfast this morning, and started cleaning up the house when we got back. I took Matt and Alaina to the airport so he could get a rental car to drive back to NJ, but he couldn't get one so one of Alaina's friends ended up coming up here to pick them up and take em back. Overall it was a pretty great weekend, and I hope I can make it through the wall of work I've got to do this week. I'm going to go get on it right now :L

New pics up!

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A very busy week so far.
Too much to do before Saturday's party.
Too much snow.
Too much going on.
Too much on my mind.
And many friends hurting.
And too little I can do about it.

Maybe it would be fun
To get a new opinion
Get a little work done
And forget

Maybe it would be cool
If I rocked it old school
Try to break a gold rule
And a sweat

Better than the first time
Better than the worst time
If I could just reverse time
I'd be set

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

She got a new apartment
It's out on the escarpment
And in her glove compartment
Are my songs

She hasn't even heard them
Since she found out what the words meant
She decided she preferred them
All wrong

Kind of like the last time
With a bunch of really fast times
If we're living in the past time
Soon gone

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

We recognize the present
Is half as pleasant
As our nostalgia for

The past'll be presented
Recast and reinvented
Until it's how we meant it

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

He's everything that you need
You wiped out on your ten speed
And either he will succeed
Or just suck

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?
Begin the...

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

Would I be in the clear, G?

Testing 1,2,3...

Barenaked Ladies - Testing 1,2,3
[ Tue Mar 23, 04:37:51 PM | Peter Palumbo | edit ]
A very busy week so far.
Too much to do before Saturday's party.
Too much snow.
Too much going on.
Too much on my mind.
And many friends hurting.
And too little I can do about it.

Maybe it would be fun
To get a new opinion
Get a little work done
And forget

Maybe it would be cool
If I rocked it old school
Try to break a gold rule
And a sweat

Better than the first time
Better than the worst time
If I could just reverse time
I'd be set

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

She got a new apartment
It's out on the escarpment
And in her glove compartment
Are my songs

She hasn't even heard them
Since she found out what the words meant
She decided she preferred them
All wrong

Kind of like the last time
With a bunch of really fast times
If we're living in the past time
Soon gone

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

We recognize the present
Is half as pleasant
As our nostalgia for

The past'll be presented
Recast and reinvented
Until it's how we meant it

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

He's everything that you need
You wiped out on your ten speed
And either he will succeed
Or just suck

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?
Begin the...

Testing 1,2,3
Can anybody hear me?
If I shed the irony
Would anybody cheer me?
If I acted less like me
Would I be in the clear?

Would I be in the clear, G?

Testing 1,2,3...

Barenaked Ladies - Testing 1,2,3

Wow what a good weekend. Major DDR on Friday night after the bars, and lots of old housemates came to chill at the house. Saturday was our open house, and I got to see Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. Amazing movie. I think it makes me really value all the crystal clear memories I have much more now. I could never imagine erasing someone from my memory no matter how much it hurt. Sometimes all you have left are the good memories... Really good movie so go see it if you can. Jim Carrey in one of his best roles yet. Hit up the downtown scene last night, very very interesting lol.

It's been surprisingly mild here in Syracuse lately. Saw the moon last night and some stars I haven't seen in a long time. Whenever I get to see the moon I always look up-there's a few people who know that whenever it's out and I can see it, I'll look up at it and think of them, and I hope they still doing the same. Distance seperates lots of us, but you're always in my thoughts...

A busy week coming up, but then our 80s/90s dance party this Saturday! Woooo! Friends coming up, and good times on the way. Under 50 days someone said the other day until graduation. This is going to go really fast. Take a snapshot of this moment of me writing this on a Sunday morning, still an undergrad in his senior year final semester. But now that snapshop is taken and life keeps moving on. Tons of work to do, and it's time to do it. Work now will mean partying later lol.

It's Friday, yet again! This week FLEW by...Time for an uplifting song so get me through the work day :) Hope you're all putting your nose to the grindstone as we wind down these last few weeks of school. I miss my Bridgewater friends and I can't wait to see you guys. You know who you are. The world isn't ready for us, but we'll take it by storm anyway :)

Rent - Another Day

Who do you think you are?
Barging in on me and my guitar
Little girl, hey, the door is that way
You better go you know
the fire's out anyway
Take your powder
Take your candle
Your sweet whisper
I just can't handle
Well take your hair in the Moonlight
Your brown eyes - Goodbye, Goodnight

I should tell you I should tell you
I should tell you I should --No!

Another time, another place
Our temperature would climb
There'd be a long embrace
We'd do another dance
It'd be another play
Looking for romance
Come back another day
Another day

The heart may Freeze - Or it can Burn
The pain will ease - If I can learn

There is no Future
There is no Past
I live this moment as my last

There's only Us
There's only This
Forgret regret
Or Life is yours to miss
No other Road
No other Way
No Day But Today

Excuse me if I'm off track
But if you're so wise
Then tell me - why do you need smack?

Take your needle
Take your fancy prayer
Don't forget get the Moonlight out of your hair

Long ago you might've lit up my heart
But the fire's dead
and ain't never ever gonna start

Another time

Another place
The words would only rhyme
We'd be in outer space
It'd be another song
We'd sing another way
You wanna prove me wrong
Come back Another Day
Another day!

There's only Yes
Only Tonight
We must let go
To know what's right
No other Course
No other Way
No Day But Today

I can't control (Control your temper!)
My Destiny (She doesn't see...)
I trust my Soul (Who says that there's a soul?)
My only goal
Is just - to Be (Just let me be!)

There's only now (Who do you think you are?)
There's only here
Give in to love (Barging in on me and my guitar?)
Or live in Fear

No other Path (Little girl, hey)
No other Way (The door is that way)

No Day But Today (The Fire's out anyway)
No Day But Today (Take your powder, take your candle!)
No Day But Today (Take your brown eyes, your pretty smile, your silhouette)
No Day But Today (Another Time, Another Place, Another Rhyme, a Warm Embrace)
No Day But Today (Another Dance, Another Way, Another Chance)
No Day But Today (Another Day)

You've been lying in bed for a week now
Wondering how long it'll take
You haven't spoken or looked at her in all that time
For that was the easiest line you could break

She's been going round her business as usual
Always with that melancholic smile
But you were too busy looking into your affairs
To see those tiny tears in her eyes

Tiny tears make up an ocean
Tiny tears make up a sea
Let them pour out, pour out all over
Don't let them pour all over me

How can you hurt someone so much you're supposed to care for
Someone you said you'd always be there for
But when that water breaks you know you're gonna cry, cry
When those tears start rolling you'll be back

Tiny tears make up an ocean
Tiny tears make up a sea
Let them pour out, pour out all over
Don't let them pour all over me

You've been thinking about the time, you've been dreading it
But now it seems that moment has arrived
She's at the edge of the bed, she gets in
But it's hard to turn the opposite way tonight

Tiny tears make up an ocean
Tiny tears make up a sea
Let them pour out, pour out all over
Don't let them pour all over me

The Tindersticks - Tiny Tears

I first heard this song in The Sopranos Season 1 maybe 5 or 6 years ago now. One of my most favorite episodes ever too. They use it when the attempted hit is made on Tony. I don't know why but I find the episode and that part particularly so moving. I see myself in Tony sometimes and vice versa. Maybe because I'm Italian. Maybe because I'm from NJ. Maybe because there's some things in him that are common to us all. I should make a list sometime of movies/shows scenes that movie me like this. Oh well back to work :D

Well it's snowing in Syracuse again. It's going to snow all week. And my professors think it's a fun idea to push all of the work up in the syllabi. It's going to be a tough month, but it's going down baby. Oh yes it is. Time to get some sleep, tommorrow is a long long day!

Well I'm back in 'Cuse. I don't know if I'm happy or not to be. The landscape is dismal. The buildings look sad to me. I'm not motivated whatsoever, and the sun is nowhere to be seen. It's the perfect time of year, somewhere far away from here. Sometimes the last thing you need is the first you get, and the first thing the last. Love...I get so lost sometimes.


When the day is long
And the night, the night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go
'Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts, sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong

When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts.
Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand.
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone

If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on.

Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on...

Well I leave to go back to school this morning... Why is the worst part of spring break always going back to school? Sometimes I wish I could take everything bad for everyone I know, and right it all in one effort. I wish that things would happen for people who truly deserve it. I wish I could do that, but most times it's not upto me.


So it ended up being a great break. I'm sad to go back like after every break there's a bit of my heart tugging in the opposite direction. I'll miss my parents, the new dog, sleeping in, no stress, and seeing the sun every day.

But what I'll miss the most is somone here in Florida. You know who you are. Thanks for being a bright light when all others seemed to have dimmed. We'll meet up again in the future. It's not a matter of if...Only when.


::sigh::

Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
And I wanna be there when you're...
Coming down
And I wanna be there when you hit the ground
So don't go away, say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time
Just to make things right
-Oasis-

Ok been awhile since I've updated. I'm still down in Florida for Spring Break, and I'm not doing a massive update tonight. I've had a lot on my mind lately, and a lot has happened both physically and mentally and situationally. A lot of thinking gone on this week, a lot of realizations, and a lot to reflect upon when I have more time to do so. Suffice to say I promise you all a good detailed update when I have the time :) Never fear though-this update won't be a 3 sentencer :P

I've been thinking of starting another blog to put up and store all the poetry I've done over the years. I've wanted to have some digital media format of it for some time now. I had some up on Poetry.com but only a few. Actually one of the ones on there got me a big award from the National Poetry Association. I had totally forgotten about a few favorites I'd posted on there. I'll post the link HERE for any of you who are interested. You can just go to Poetry.com and search for the poems under my name-Peter Palumbo. There's 3 I think. "I Stand Alone" was the contest winner. I used to write quite the bit of poetry up until the end of my frosh year of college. Things got too busy then, although there certaintly was plenty of inspiration to write from since. Here's "I Stand Alone" for those of you too lazy to click a hyperlink. You know who you are!

I Stand Alone

If I stand alone
It does now mean
I am any less human.
If my arms do not hold another,
It does not mean
They are incapable of holding.
If my tongue is silent,
It does not mean
That is will be mute
When the time comes
That words can be sincerely spoken
And just because the
world has not yet introduced
The One that will share my life,
It certaintly dos not mean
That I am incapable of
loving.

-Peter James Palumbo-

Anyways expect that blog sometime in the near future. I think I have the few journals I used to write all of them in, and a good deal of them exist in some saved MS Word files when I tried migrating a bunch of my poetry onto some kind of digital format. Cutting and pasting is so easy they should be up in no time. Well tommorrow is a very important day to me, and maybe you'll find out why in that Spring Break post coming soon :)

Well another awesome weekend. Friday night huge Red House party gathering. Popped in a burned CD of some kickass music and everyone went wild. Had our Red House openhouse on Saturday, and then went off to see the Passion Of the Christ. Amazing. Go see it. Another party Saturday night, lounged around Sunday and relaxed, and chilled out. Now it's onto the harsh week, but the weather has gotten upto 50 degrees! Apparently it's in the 60s in New Jersey! Dad called before and it's in the 80s in Florida. Oh God thank you for small pleasures. Time to get outta work :D

Ah almost forgot...read this article...very interesting. I remember when James Caveizel was struck by lightening and remarking to myself how ironic that was. Finger of God maybe eh?

Well the week of hell looks like it's just about over. I've got about another hour at work and I can go home and get out of my nice clothes. I had my senior picture taken today, and yesterday the presentation was aces. All aces baby. I'm starting to finally feel better again (I had an upper respiratory infection..again 2 weeks after the last), so maybe I won't perpetually be on antibiotics. Friday is here, and Happy Hour is only a few short hours away ;P Hopefully off to a part or 8 tonight, and then the Red House open house tommorrow night. Hopefully we can get a full house for next years housemates. I'd feel bad if we left and they had a lot of open spots. (There will be 11 empty rooms after this semester...10 now since my friend Zach is a definite on moving in.) Then an impromptu at the house party tommorrow night. I have the best time, and all my housemates agree, at our own Red House Parties, or just when we decide to party in one night. Carl's birthday weekend bash was one such night. Turned into a 90s dance party, and we all trudged to Kimmel at the end of the night as a HOUSE. Excellent night, and after one like it there's nothing you can't accomplish. Got my ticket confirmation a few days ago, it's final-I'll be in Florida exactly a week from today...even timewise! Woohoo YEAH! I can almost feel the warm 60s already lol. Also I might get to meet someone while I'm there who I've known for 3 years, but haven't ever met. I can't begin to say how excited I am about that. This might turn out to be an amazing Spring Break after all. Ride the highs, paddle like hell during the lows.

Going to see Passion Of the Christ tommorrow night with Zach and Bekkah. Hopefully Jay and Meg will tag along. I really am excited for this movie. Return of the King moved me in a way most movies don't. I get excited for some movies for the action, or for the story lines etc, even actors (ie Tom Hanks new movie this March!), but Return Of the King moved me much more deeply because of my connection with the book, JRR Tolkien, and most importantly its religious connections to Catholicism and Christianity. CS Lewis and JRR Tolkien both were Christians. Atheists actually, and in their search for Truth, they became believers. Tolkien actually brought Lewis back to his faith. The LOtR trilogy though moved me even in literary form, and watching the movies literally (no pun intended) took my breath away. There are very few movies that move me so deeply, I can only think of maybe 3 or 4 out of everything I've ever seen. Joe vs. the Volcano, (if you know me well or have had any discussion about it before, you'll know why), The Green Mile, and Short Circuit 2. There's specific reasons for each. Passion Of the Christ is more than a movie to me; it looks as if Passion will bolster my faith. The most graphic and effective way of getting an experience through to me is through film first, written word second, and orally third. Up until now I can only imagine what Jesus went through, I feel like it's my responsiblity to see it, no matter how horrific to truly understand the sacrifice involved. I have great expectations for Saturday. I'm not going into the theater with popcorn and soda. You shouldn't be eating while Jesus is starving and being tortured lol. I do not think he'd approve! Ok time to get back to the office...

OK some spare time finally. This week is already been to hell, now it's time for the journey back. I'm sick again...what is this 2 weeks ago? ugh... This week holds 2 major presentations, and for the greater of the two, our 4th group member dropped out of the class so the other 2 members and I have to pick up his slack, a day before the presentation. Last weekend was at least fun. Friday night was Happy Hour and some relaxation afterwards. Saturday Amy and Meryl had a party, which I almost ended up not going to, but did! Glad I did, because I had a lot of fun and got to know a few people a lil better. It's strange to meet new people even now in my final semester. Finally booked by tickets down to Fl yesterday, so a week from Friday I'll be in sunny Florida baby. Oh yeahhhh. Get to see my 'rents and the new dog. My brother is going to come down as well, so it will be nice to see everyone.

In other news Oz Season 3 came out yesterday! Went straight out to pick it up last night, but never got to watch it :( Had to meet with my group for that project to resplit up how we're presenting it, and then upon returning home I started to feel lightheaded and really spacey. Flashback to an hour earlier when I took a shot of NyQuil not really thinking about it. Went to bed at like 8:30 and slept straight through till this morning. Oops. Went to Health Services today and thought that I wasn't going to get any meds 'cause I got the chinese doctor who never gives me an antibiotic, rather likes to let things "run their course." I knew I had an upper-respiratory infection, (I've sure had enough of them in my life to know by now), and I thought he was going to just give me Tylenol and throat lozenges, BUT he did give me a weeks worth of Penicillin, if I chose to go that route. Hell yeah. If I waited till next week I'd still be sick by the time I was leaving for Florida, and I remember 2 years ago when I flew congested. I felt like I would DIE. Imagine your head exploding...yeah not fun...so yay antibiotics.

Today is also a big day too. The Passion Of The Christ released today, and unsuprisingly it's been getting rave reviews just like the critics had given weeks before. I cannot wait to see it, although it's going to have to wait until Saturday morning/afternoon at the earliest because the rest of this week needs to be traversed. Friday is my senior photo woohoo, and a bunch of work calls I've been scheduling until then. Life will be easier once Thursday is over... Hope I make it till then.

The Passion of The Christ

Finally it's coming out!

No time to post tonight about the interesting weekend I had. I'll try when I've got some spare time. This week is already hell and it's only Tuesday :L

***This post was from last week, and I accidentally posted it to the wrong blog so here it is-like you care!***

I don't know how much of this I can take anymore... I've had enough of the rug being pulled out from underneath me, of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel only for it to extinguish. Senior year is supposed to be fun, at least for most people I know it is.

Nothing is ever easy. Ever.

And maybe that's a good thing.
And maybe sometimes I couldn't care less.

I think if I was granted one wish, I'd know what I'd ask for: 1 month where everything went my way. 1 month, and that was it, where the sky was the limit if you could put a limit to things instead of the limit being the sky. I haven't been this bothered in a very long time. All the little things that don't bother you seem to congeal into a pool and come washing back to shore like a rogue wave.

Well screw them. I'm going to beat all of it down and come out on top. In the wise words of Pete Wrigley:

"Don't Tread On Pete."

Props to Zach for reintroducing me to Googlism.com. Check out the best of the best for Pete!

pete is a real live childrens musical pirate who sails the seven seas
pete is our mascot
pete is five times a winner
pete is the same height as the matterhorn
pete is with the lord
pete is my idol
pete is the man
pete is enjoying the mistakes
pete is not a ragdoll ladies
pete is amazing
pete is a sexy bitch
pete is many things to many people
pete is not heavily involved in ego campaigning
pete is the only weathercaster working through the night to bring the viewers the latest and most accurate information
pete is packaged in robot mode
pete is here
pete is the most knowledgable person in the group
pete is mickey mouse's first and oldest continuing arch-enemy
pete is one more band that proves the expression is never more true than it is in music
pete is faced with the odds of his passing maths class reducing to 450 to one if he's late
pete is five times a winner

Well yet another amazing Red House party! The Valentine's Day party was a success smash hit, and was enjoyed by all apparently! A great weekend with tons of drama as per usual. Looks like I'll be going down to Florida for Spring Break. Wahoo. This is going to be a rough week of class, so I'm getting right to it!

So great news...

Mom and Dad got a new puppy yesterday!

A Shih Tzu who bears a resemblance to our old dog, Buttons. Mom had called me last week saying she had seem a cream colored female and she was totally conflicted because she called me three days in a row to ask my opinion. We settled upon waiting for me to get home in the spring and help her shop around in NJ. I call her last night though, and she asks me to guess what she has sitting in her lap lol. I'm really glad we have a new little addition to the family. I really miss having an animal companion around at all times; their presence is very soothing. As well it's been about 6-7 years since Buttons passed away, (our first Shih Tzu, and the first pet that was really MY own and had more than a 5 second memory span) and I'd been getting those pangs of puppy love again. In an past post I mentioned visitng a pet store on Rt. 22 over Christmas break with Amar, Jesse, and Tara. Despite the horrible kennel smell the dogs were adorable. Some got so excited like this one little guy who wanted attention so bad he was like knocking into the side of his cage and I was mildly disturbed that he might shimmy his cage right off the shelf! I remember asking one of the employees if they had any Shih Tzus, and they did-one. He was the sweetest lil guy ever and it opened a floodgate of memories of Buttons. I miss that dog something terrible, and for the rest of my life and beyond I will carry his memory in my heart.

Time for work! Huge network inventory of the whole building today.
Yay. ^_^

An interesting headline that caught my eye this morning:

CNN.com - Movie popcorn popularizer dead - Feb. 10, 2004

"I hope I’ve drawn your attention to the fact that, no matter how many people smoke out or download music, both actions are illegal. While the punishments for doing either may vary, doing either makes you a law-breaker. [...]

But your parents wouldn't approve of your underage drinking, nor would they be excited to know that you were speeding and they sure as hell wouldn't buy you a bong—but they would buy you an iPod. Downloading music without paying for it is a crime largely devoid of social stigma; it is much more socially acceptable than, say, stealing a real CD. The Recording Industry Association of America would say downloading music is the same thing as going into Amoeba and shoving a CD in your pants Empire Records style, but I disagree—downloading isn't stealing, it's infringing on copyright law, which is something entirely different."


DAMN STRAIGHT!

OK class is pretty much going to be not that interesting today :L Paintshop Basics. We got deep into Paintshop last semester for my webdesign class. So it also looks like I'll be probably staying here for MayMester...::SIGH:: That and it looks like I'll probably be taking a class or two this June as well so I can finish the hell that is my major >:L

Oh well it has to be done, at least I walk in May. Had the rents make their reservations so far and it looks like they, my sister, the kids, and my brother will all be coming up for graduation. Weird. 4 years ago I was a freshmen. Then I thought well freshman year is almost over I told myself I have 3 more years! Then sophmore year it was more like well I'm only half done! Then Junior year it was of course one more year! Now th at I'm in senior year I don't know what to say! Ok time to putz in Photoshop for our project-DejaView. A streaming website full of your favorite 80s and 90s television shows!

So it's another Friday and I'm glad this horrid week is finished. The work never ends...ever. But college does and that sucks! :) I got sick again like 3 days ago, so I've been walking around high as a kite, and that's WITHOUT being on anything. ::sigh:: Yeah well at least Health Services gave me something for once so I'm on drugs yet again. Yay. Guess my dream of a sickness-free semester is shattered. ::shattershatter::

Oh well! This weekend is going to be crazy busy too. I've taken part the past 3 years in something called College-Bowl. It's basically a college trivia game where each college has contestants and you duel off much like Jeopardy. We usually do pretty good and my most memorable answer was "Beaver College." Hehehe. I love knowing weird little trivial facts that have no right infesting my head but in this case they're warranted if only for a day :) Have an IST group gathering Saturday night, that should be interesting...and then Sunday is SUPERBOWL SUNDAYYYYYYYY. Thinking maybe I'll hit up Kathy's and watch it there since Jay and Meg are going to his Dad's for the game. Maybe I'll invite them over the house. Gotta order my Cosmo's wings on Saturday :) The delivery guy from there loves me now lol. Well one more day of work then off to meet Big Billy for some college bowl practice tonight. And ::sigh:: now that I'm on antibiotics I guess that means only 1 beer. >:L

And me oh my when will I find time to play FF V?

Lisa brought her dog into work today, a Labrador Retriever. I love having big doggies around to play with during work. Makes me miss having my own dog even more. I really hope my parents get another Shih Tzu. Dogs have a really calming effect on me and make things less stressful.

CNN.com - Review: 'Butterfly' not effective - Jan. 22, 2004: "Worse, the impact of the transformations is lost. In one of the altered pasts, Kutcher's character loses both arms during an explosion. The audience reaction was laughter. Laughing at an amputee is not a good sign. "

Ok Yes I've been very busy lately and not updating as much as usual ;P I apologize for that, but it's been pretty hectic to say the least. Classes are interesting, althought a lot of work. Your last semester senior year is supposed to be easy right? Wrong! ;P This past weekend was a blast though. The Red House was out in FULL FORCE Friday night at the Pirate party, and I must say my costume rocked! Saturday night was the Stoplight Party-Wear green if you're available, Yellow if you're sort of committed, and Red if you're NO NO!

Well a new week has begun and I still don't have heat in my room. Damn my landlord. It's time to take care of him methinks! It's official btw, our first party will on Valentine's Day, February 14. If you'd like to come up and visit, or are on campus and would like to come let me know :)

CNN.com - Dennis Miller: '9-11 changed me' - Jan. 26, 2004: "The United States right now is simultaneously the world's most loved, hated, feared and admired nation, he said.
'In short,' he said, 'we're Frank Sinatra.' "

So I got sad today thinking about my old dog Buttons. That may sound like a girly name to you, but he was the coolest pet I ever had, and really the only one that really was mine. We had a Siamese cat, Suki, when I was really young-we're talking like 1-3 years old. She lived to be something like 19 years old. Used to guard my crib by sleeping in it lol, and turn off lightswitches. Funny cat that, I remember some things about her vaguely and some things very clearly. But Buttons was the first pet I had to call my very own. He was such an awesome dog too. He was a Shih Tzu, and his named was because of the fact that his nose looked like a black button. Rather large for his breed, he was over 20 lbs when most Shih Tzus are under, he died in 1997, during the first few weeks of November. He held out for my Halloween party that year and I've got some pictures of him with us. His leashes still hang in the garage on the peg board, and I've got his collar, hat, and comb upstairs. I still have his dog tags too. That had to be one of the worst weeks of my life. Even when my grandmother died about 3 or 4 years earlier, it was a lot easier to bear when he was around and could tell I was upset and that something wasn't right.

I often remember the little things like how he used to get really hyper sometimes and we'd have this kind of "stand-off" where I'd pat the floor with both hands and then he'd do the same with his paws, huff a bit and then go bolting throughout the entire first floor. He'd run a huge lap through the kitchen, dining room, and then skitter on the hallway tiles as he tried to turn around, and then he did it again like 10x lol.

Eventually he began to have this horrible cough, and when he tried these things and couldn't keep them up it pained me to watch. He had too big a heart, literally, and it made it hard for him to breathe when it was doing a lot of work. After what must of been the worst football practice of my life, I called my father to pick me up, and he sounded very distraught on the phone. I knew something wasn't right but he wouldn't tell me then. He waited until I was driving us home and were on our block, not the most opportune time lol, I would have rather not been doing something dangerous at the time! Now that I look back on that I can't imagine how hard that must have been for him to break to me. I'm really starting to see things through the eyes of a father lately. My father is very rarely sad or grief stricken. I can remember maybe 3 or 4 times in my lifetime I've seen him so. But Buttons' death definitely rattled him. He doesn't like to go to the pet store with my mother because it brings back old memories I think. I visited one over break with Jesse, Tara, and Amar on our way back from an expo show. There was only one Shih Tzu there, but that really brought back a lot of memories, like a floodgate ripping open. I really miss that dog and I still get misty eyed when I think about him for more than 3 seconds. That was such a horrible time, and I've not thought about it in a long time. I was horrible when I was at home, because everything reminds you of your pet right after he dies. It could be the floor and you'd just randomly remark he used to sit there. Sometimes the worst was coming home from school and not seeing him sitting at the door or barking his head off when he saw me coming (he'd think everyone was an intruder until he realized who you were lol). I'd go out to the movies, go over a friend's house, and I'd be fine, but the second I was coming down my road my throat would get all tight again. I love dogs too, and I'm glad my sister got one, even if Rocky is an annoying Pomeranian with 1/100th the attention span of a serious ADD afflicted person. There is something calming about the prescence of an animal, and I can't wait until I get a dog one day. It'd be hard to right after college of course, and it limits your options travelwise and workwise. I'm trying to convince my parents to get another Shih Tzu light enough that they can bring with them to and from Fl. I think they need the company. Maybe he'll slow the now visible aging that's hitting my father mentally, or calm my mother's anxiety. Maybe another dog might make things not seem so lonely sometimes.

Maybe I just miss my friend...

Yet time does heal all wounds, and now when I think of him I smile and say to myself "He was a good dog," granting him the highest praise his species can earn.

Ok here are some gems off of our university's class rating website designed by my IST 463 prof last semester, Mark Frantz.

Submitted 12/16/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2003
Professor: Kelley
Comments: This class was more enjoyable than masturbating with baby oil. Really, I would recommend it to anyone, other than the white trash who watches reality TV, Newhouse professors really hate you people.
Overall Rating: 10
Professor Rating: 10
Easiness: 7

Submitted 12/01/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2003
Professor: gorham
Comments: worst class i have taken all semester. since its required you have to take it so try and get anyone except for gorham. he is a ridiculously hard grader and a lame kissass to the school. the lectures are boring enough to make me contemplate stabbing my pen through my eye in the middle of class. its a hard class, dont let anyone fool you, altough you may be able to pull of a C without too much effort. oh and you can tell the kids that want to be broadcast, theyre the ones that CONSTANTLY think they have something to say and it's usually not all that great. avoid this class and gorham like the plague.
Overall Rating: 2
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 3

Submitted 01/09/2004
Took the course: As a graduate, fall 2003
Professor: whole ist dept
Comments: i hate u ,,for starting my masters with such a crap course and a useless book...no doubt ist whole course is waste of money and i left the univ this spring..coz i cannot tolerate wasting money on such a course..ist 601, 621,,etc.. and 6 credits of payed internship..what greed!!!!!!!!!!!!!u have IST dept
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

Submitted 12/16/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2001
Professor: Rozensweig
Comments: This is all I should have to say: Professor Rozensweig had scheduled a test for Tuesday, September 11, 2001 for his class at 1pm. I was one of the many people who was worried about the safety of my family (in both DC and NYC) and so I obviously did not go to class to take my test that day. Well, Professor Rozensweig told all of us who missed class that day that that could be the ONE test that we dropped for the entire semester. Honestly, that should tell you what kind of man he is and what kind of class this was. WORST CLASS and WORST PROFESSOR EVER.
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1
***I was in this class and that call was such bullshit***

Submitted 01/04/2004
Took the course: As a sophomore, fall 2003
Professor: Mooney
Comments: For everyone who has nothing but praise for this dick-- let me tell you about the final.... We were not suppose to have this prewritten, so those of us who followed that, needed the full two hours for the test... At 8:55, twenty minutes before the end of the test, he tells us we have five minutes... Then, in a huge rush to leave, the ass actually takes off without a kids test, a full fifteen minutes ahead of schedule... Yeah, hes a great teacher who cuts off designated test time and has more important things to do then take a kid's test... He sucks as a teacher and heaven forbid he ever finish a sentence before stuttering a new one...
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

Submitted 12/01/2003
Took the course: As a sophomore, fall 2003
Professor: grodner
Comments: I'd rather sit on a rake then go to this class...it's dull, boring, uninteresting, and the tests are hard. However, I did learn one thing in this class: I'm pretty freakin good at the Daily Orange crossword puzzles!
Overall Rating: 2
Professor Rating: 2
Easiness: 1

Submitted 12/07/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2003
Professor: Vincow
Comments: This class was horrible. For the amount of pain involved, you're much better off just trying an alternative method to learning chemistry, like doing every drug known to mankind and hope that you hallucinate up some chemistry info. Hell, you're better off trying to learn chemistry through vewdoo; you won't learn much about chemistry, but maybe you'll learn enough about vewdoo to put this naive son of a bitch thorugh as much pain as you would experience sitting through one of his lectures. To sum up, if you're serious about learning chemistry and you end up in this guy's class, save yourself a semester of agony and drop out to run a crystal meth lab...you'll get real-world experience and you'll deal with more friendly people than this assclown.
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

Submitted 11/18/2003
Took the course: As a sophomore, spring 2002
Professor: Morrisey
Comments: If u want to fail out of school and work at CVS on Marshall Street take this class! I still have nightmares. I did study..actually worked my A$$ off.. it just didn't work with this prof. WORST class I ever took in my lifetime!
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

Submitted 12/15/2003
Took the course: As a senior, fall 2003
Professor: dr mansouri
Comments: Dr. Mansouri is a cold hearted bitch.
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

Submitted 12/03/2003
Took the course: As a sophomore, fall 2000
Professor: Druger
Comments: Okay. Forget about rating Druger. Can we say something about the obsessed student in Bio 121. Let's be realistic. Biology is a hard ass subject as it is. When there is no one to explain things to you, how are you supposed to grasp the information. Are you boning Druger.
Overall Rating: 1
Professor Rating: 1
Easiness: 1

(There were like 20 posts like the following which is what the previous one was in reference to)

Submitted 11/14/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2003
Professor: Druger
Comments: It's really great how Dr. Druger is such a happy man. he definitely gets the most out of life, or so it appears. seeing a happy person like me, makes me happy as well. aside from academics, he's just a great person to be around at least once a week. so enthusiastic about what he does. hopefully, one day, i can also be like him.
Overall Rating: 10
Professor Rating: 10
Easiness: 10

Submitted 11/14/2003
Took the course: As a freshman, fall 2003
Professor: Druger
Comments: I strongly recommend this course to anyone who is interested in learning about LIFE. Druger makes it impossible not to like. Heck, he's so busy that he has a waiting list of students wanting to meet with him for a Bio-Lunch. I adore the Bio-news...it's pretty exciting sometimes too :-)
Overall Rating: 10
Professor Rating: 10
Easiness: 9


LOL...some of these were great eh?

Accept Jesus Christ and Get a Free Playstation 2

Ok go check that out. It's funny as all hell. I know I haven't blogged much lately but things have been super busy over break. A lot has happened, and there's a lot still going on. Suffice for now that I'm back at Syracuse, classes started today, (except for me hahaha!), and I'll try to update whilst at work like I usually did. Good luck to everyone in their first week of senior year hell. Unless your final semester of senior year is easy, then forget you. No luck to you I take it back.

Dear Fellas,

I can't believe how fast things move on the outside. I saw an automobile once when I was a kid. Now they're everywhere. The world went and got itself in a big damn hurry. The parole board got me into this halfway house called the Brewer, and a job bagging groceries at the Foodway. It's hard work, and I try to keep up, but my hands hurt most of the time.

I don't think the store manager likes me very much. Sometimes after work I go to the park and feed the birds. I keep thinking Jake might show up and say hello, but he never does. I hope wherever he is, he's doing okay and making new friends.

I have trouble sleeping at night. I have bad dreams, like I'm falling. I wake up scared. Sometimes it takes me a while to remember where I am. Maybe I should get me a gun and rob the Foodway, so they'd send me home. I could shoot the manager while I was at it, sort of like a bonus.

But I guess I'm too old for that sort of nonsense anymore. I don't like it here. I'm tired of being afraid all the time. I've decided not to stay. I doubt they'll kick up any fuss. Not for an old crook like me.

PS, Tell Haywood I'm sorry I put a kinfe to his throat. No hard deelings.

Brooks

The Shawshank Redemption is like dying and being born again, every time I watch it. It doesn't matter that I must have seen this movie over 100 times. From the amazing score, to the powerful messages embedded within, I'm deeply moved everytime I see it. The above passage is definitely the most sad in the movie, and I'm always moved by it. It's an amazing and uplifting movie. I reccomend buying it, THEN watching it. That way you will always own such an amazing film.

It's been a rough couple of weeks alright. Since getting back I've had tons of work to finish up after the break. It all went well without a hitch, and upon checking my grades today in a hopeful chancing moment, I found my first A of the semester. It's kind of sad that Megan's leaving tommorrow, who knows if I'll ever see her again. I hope so, since after returning to CA, and her London visit, she's going to move to NYC, a stone's throw away from home for me. As well Lauren will be graduating and leaving as well. I will miss her something terrible. I always felt like I could relate to her well and I've always enjoyed her company. Such is life-many meetings and many partings.

It's been snowing for about 2 days straight now. Thanks Syracuse for the dump on our heads. It's like not only are we supposed to be grateful, but say thanks for the hat too :P The snow drifts are making things annoying. I'll have to clean my car off tommorrow at some point. It looks like a big cannoli. One more final to go tommorrow, and then if I get motivated maybe make some additions to my website, due at 5pm. Hopefully leaving Tuesday, rather definitely leaving Tuesday, no matter how long it takes to get home. I must be home for the 17th. The Return Of The King is 2 days away! I cannot wait for this movie. I cannot wait to see my family. I cannot wait for Christmas. One of the happiest and heart-fulfilling times of the year is almost upon me. Yet time seems to stretch out like a road, traversable yet to no result. It will be good to get home; This semester has been taxing on the soul.

Well been awhile since my last update. Thanksgiving break was great. It was so wonderful to see my family and relatives. I really missed them this semester, and they missed me as well. It's really rough to be away from my niece and nephew that long because I feel like they're such an integral part of my life and vice versa. It was my nephew's birthday a week ago, so we celebrated that over Thanksgiving as well.

Got home around 6 on the Tuesday before Thanksgiving and hung around for a bit. Wednesday was a bunch of errands and chores and then a trip to the New Brunswick bars with the crew. Thanksgiving itself was pretty good. The whole family was there, the food was good, and good times were had :) Friday was flu-shot day which always sucks because I seem to alwasy get some bad reaction from them. I helped put up the Christmas tree and tried to go see Matrix Revolutions again with my father. Black Friday. Movies. Bad combo. Needless to say it was sold out. Hopefully it'll still be in theaters in 2 weeks when I get home. I just recently started seeing films again with my Dad, something we haven't done together in a long time. I feel like it's a way of bringing us closer in a sense; doing things together again. He's getting pretty old and there's not much I CAN do with him anymore, at least physically. Saturday I hung around most of the day and opted not to go out that night 'cause I was feeling very tired. Watched the Ice Skating World vs. America with Mom. We used to always watch those together. Brian Boitano kicked some ass too. And Oksana Baiul...I still want to jump her.

The trip back to 'Cuse was pretty quick and uneventful. God bless the iPod. 5000 songs to keep me company on the way back. They sure make the trip fly by. The trip to and from school is cool like that too, in that it's the longest car ride I usually have in any given year. A good chance to listen to music when my car rides are normally less than 10 minutes. I essentially did no work over break whatsoever. I started on my IST 355 paper and got about a page and a half lol. Oh well, three papers due this week, then it's just time to gear up for finals. And of course my final website project is due. ::sigh:: We'll see how that turns out. I already know I'm going to have a good deal of all-nighters regarding that little ditty.

I've also had this score from a film stuck in my head since last night. Watching Road To Perdition spurred it on, and I can't place where it's from. The theme is getting clearer and clearer though, and always the film or source is just beyond mind's reach. I'll eventually crack it...hopefully before it bugs me too much.

16 days until Return Of The King!

Welcome to SATAN'S ASSHOLE!

That's exactly what the past 2 weeks have been. But it's almost over. I get to go home tommorrow afternoon, and do some relaxing. It will be great to see the family I really missed all of them this semester. It was just my nephew's birthday too so I gotta get out and get him a gameboy game :)

So I've been working like a madman lately yes. Everyone keeps asking me where I've been. I feel like Weird Al Yankovic between record releases lol. The huge 452 LAN Diagram is done. I had to host 3 sessions in the ILab cuz my professor would look "favorably" upon anyone who helped out other students. The rest of the class was clueless let's just say. All done, printed in spanking beautiful color, and
the other projects of hell week are finished as well. The 1 hour, 20 minute presentation went splendid, with praise from the professor afterwards at being the best group in the class, what every other group should "strive to be like." hhehe. Can't wait to see my friends from home. I miss the Jerz.

And yes I'm annoyed about the whole MJ deal....happening AGAIN.
Benefit of the doubt people. Mike's not normal, never said he was, but I don't think he did this.

Michael Jackson's Official News Website

CNN.com - Mickey Mouse hits a milestone - Nov. 18, 2003: "'Mickey Mouse speaks an international language,' Sklar said. 'When I go to Tokyo and see how kids react to Mickey Mouse the same way they do in Paris. It's reassuring that there are some things that cross international boundaries.' "

Happy 75th Birthday Mickey. I don't think you're the AntiChrist.

Pick up lines are so funny:

Do you need an exorcism? Because you keep making my head spin!

You've been a bad bad girl! Go to my room!

They say the good-looking ones travel in pairs, and that's certainly true in your case.

Confident women are sexy, and you look very confident.

Let's flip a coin; heads I get tail, tails I get head.